
Sweethearts by Sara Zarr
Little, Brown Young Readers, 2009
Probably deserving the award for most misleading cover of the year (and the year’s not even up!), Sweethearts is an emotional story of friendship, loss, and self identity. Jennifer Harris grew up as the fat, ugly girl in school. Mercilessly teased by the other kids, she only had one friend-Cameron Quick. As elementary school children, they had a pure and close friendship that made life bearable…until one day when Cameron disappears. Jennifer is left alone, wondering what happened to her best friend. The taunting and the teasing takes over and she spends the rest of her childhood miserable and alone, mourning the loss of her friend. As she grows up, she reinvents herself. She loses weight, she changes her name to Jenna, she switches schools and she puts on an exterior of friendly normality that makes her friends. Now, at age 17, Jenna is skinny, she has friends, and she even has a boyfriend. When Cameron mysteriously enters her life again, her already shaky world is rocked, forcing her to confront, not just her past, but her entire self identity.
It’s hard to sum up Sweethearts because so much of the plot is pure emotional development. Jenna is frustratingly sad…and painfully familiar to anyone who’s struggled with self esteem and self identity. Zarr does a beautiful job in creating a voice for Jenna and the result is a powerfully emotional character. While there’s little drama in terms of action, there are enough friends and relationships impacted by Jenna’s struggle to keep things interesting. The ending will be a bit of a letdown for anyone expecting neatly tied up packages, but those who can handle and end with an ellipses instead of a period will walk away with satisfaction.
I’d recommend this book to young adult and adult readers seeking an emotional journey rather than an action based plot. While there is drama involving the other characters, this book is first and foremost about self identity and a struggle to come to terms with that. Boys will probably hate this book as will anyone expecting action, humor, or neatly tied up endings. The real travesty of Sweethearts is that it looks, from the cover, to be either a lighter, sweeter book (romantic) or a book about body image issues. While there is a little romance and it certainly touches on body image, neither of these is even close to the main subject of the book.
I listened to the audio version of this book. Read by the author, it is acceptable, though I wished that they had gotten someone else to read it (sorry Sara, you are an awesome writer, but your reading lacked energy). Like I said though, the narration was not distracting and perfectly acceptable.